We are already approaching the end of 2019 and you may ask where has 2019 gone? For most this has been a very intense year of growth, myself included! And the news is that it's not going to let up (I can feel you cringe as you read this!) and will continue to increase throughout 2020. Don't worry, the Universe does not send you anything you are not capable of handling, even though at the time, you may think it is beyond you.
There is a higher purpose to this growth and that is to get you to your new level of consciousness and authenticity. As always, during these periods of intense energies on the planet and deep transformation, your focus needs to be on being gentle, nurturing and loving with yourself as you progress on your journey. Sometimes you will be doing a dance, one step forward and two steps back. Then two steps forward and one step back. It's all part of growing in ever increasing frequencies into the ever deepening understanding of yourself.
Maintaining your balance is paramount and balance is achieved by looking after yourself and the needs of your body, as it stretches and grows through these periods of change. The challenges that are presented within every day life during this period can bring up suppressed and/or strong emotions both within yourself and in others. This can lead to sudden outbursts or an over reaction in certain individuals. Be conscious enough to realise that this is not about you, but rather, about the other. And as such, remember to look after your needs in these moments, which may be that you remove yourself from the situation and/or take a break from it all, as you are asked to grow beyond your fears. This means that you are asked to leave behind your baggage, as you cannot take it into the higher frequencies, and the longer you hold onto and resist, the more suffering this will cause within you.
Humans manifest illnesses, and this should not be viewed as a misfortune or that you are less than the Divine Light that you are. Rather, see it as the initiation into the higher frequencies that it is, and its purpose is to remove the layering of limited beliefs that insist you are less than. Once these limiting thoughts are different, you will see an increase of joy and freedom in your life. Allow these clearings, as one by one, these things that hold you back are brought into the Light to be seen for what they are. Feel compassion for yourself and forgive yourself, stand your ground, feel your courage and firmly look this in the eye, and you will see that is so much less than what you thought it was. You may even ask yourself, what were you running from in the first place?
Compassion with yourself is the key, as you expand your heart consciousness. Feel your heart open and expand during this intense energy period. Especially as we are approaching the Christmas period. As you give this to yourself, you may also see that others around you are in need of your support and especially your compassion. It is a time of giving, showing compassion, love and support for others can be a powerful tool for transformation, both for yourself and the other.
Life is about change, nothing ever remains the same (although many would like it to), form is always in motion, and energy is never lost. Fear tells us that we cannot handle change and yet when we look at human history, we can see there has been nothing but change. Empires rise and fall, borders shift, countries change and all the while humans have lived and some have even thrived through the changes. You have a choice, you can resist the changes and make life hard, or you can allow the changes and find yourself thriving. Which one will you choose?
As we approach the end of the year, we may be feeling like we are grounding the higher vibrations and Light Codes that have been coming in, at increasing intensity, over the last few months and culminating now for the 11:11 Light Portal, which is a powerful gateway.
Many have been experiencing the dredging up of lower frequency emotions and events from the past, so that these may be held up to the Light and integrated with Love. This clearing of the lower frequencies allows our physical bodies to hold more Light at a cellular level. We are literally restructuring and integrating our Spiritual aspects with our Physical aspect beyond that which we have ever been... Heaven on Earth, Balancing Masculine and Feminine aspects of each individual on the planet.
These changes are coming in rapidly, and they may feel uncomfortable. Each individual is experiencing them in their own way, but we are asked to focus inward rather than react to the drama going on around us. As we all undergo these rapid changes, we may experience a disconnect with our internal guidance systems (among other more physical symptoms), and even a loss of direction. This is all normal as we go through this current upgrade, the body is seeking to re-establish a connection on a higher level of understanding and awareness.
You may also have noticed changes in your personality and behaviour patterns, as you move away from all that was not really you and closer to who you really are. As we move towards the 11:11 Gateway, we will all begin to feel a sense of renewal as these balancing energies manifest into your life. If you feel you are ready, this time is a great opportunity to open yourself fully to allow a merger with Higher and Lower aspects and to leave the "shadow" to dissipate in the Light of a new dawn.
For those who feel they are not quite there yet, it is a time of deep introspection around your current life. Nothing is written in stone, you have CHOICE! Ask yourself what am I finished with in my life? Write it down if you have to, to enable you to make a conscious choice and then do the actions that will take you into this new space. Take this opportunity to change those things about your life that you don't like and make it a life that you love. It is an intense time of transformation, both for individuals and the collective, so practice your self-love more than ever. The kinder you are to yourself, the more so you will be towards others.
Others still, may be finding they are coming into contact with people and opportunities that seem synchronistic. There is a definite feeling of joy, connectedness and a greater flow in life. These connections and synchronicities bring about some positive collaborations that are for the higher good of the collective as well as the individuals involved. Heartfelt connection is what this planet is moving towards, it allows for more compassion towards each other, as well as Gai'ha Mother itself.
This is a time of balancing energies within, our masculine/feminine, giving/receiving habits, nurturing/lack beliefs... it's all up in the air and plays out differently for everyone. The main reason for this is because the Divine Feminine energy on the planet is slowly, but surely rising. Have you heard her voice speaking out lately? The various cultures around the world are mostly masculine orientated, and the Divine Masculine cannot move forward until he acknowledges, honours and balances with the Divine Feminine. We ALL have these energies within, regardless of gender and orientation. We are all human, we are all ONE!
Open your heart to celebrate, as together we all move through this powerful gateway. Take time to go deep into meditation and consciously choose to expand your Light. You are a Being of Light remembering your Divinity. Light is where you come from, it is what you are made from, you cannot be anything less... you just need to remember who you truly are!
Whis is an unprecedented time of change in human history where we have been experiencing change at such a dizzying pace. It feels like there is a new energy or for some it may be showing up as a sense of calm after the storm. Which ever way this is showing up for you, it is time to take a break and to catch your breath.
Really honour yourself and take time to reflect as you take stock of where you are and who you have become as a result of these changes. I have had many contact me to find out what is going on, as unexpected grief had become part of their journey recently. These changes are massive, so really take the time to self-love and honour where you are now. Allow the process, honour it and don't forget your body needs time to integrate these changes too, your nervous system needs time to recover from the over stimulating events of recent times.
We all agreed to these changes in our lives, before we came into this life and now that we are here, it's time to love yourself more. It will take time to integrate these changes and for them to become apparent in your behaviour, but for the most part, keep them internal until you are ready to shine your bright, new, shiny self into the world. My guidance tells me that this is for the most part, an uncomfortable process for many, but a necessary one.
We are ALL getting an upgrade... it's unavoidable! A wave of transformational energy has arrived on the planet and everyone is being asked to step up, to shift out of old beliefs and behaviours faster than ever. What is creating irritation in your life? Just remember what an oyster does with an irritation... it creates a pearl with it!! Can you feel grateful for your past experiences because they have helped you become who you are today?
These changes bring in a better balance into our lives, bringing our soul's mission closer, calling us forward to something bigger than we could have ever imagined. We started this year knowing full well that there would be some massive changes ahead, and has it ever taken us on a ride that we could never have imagined! We will continue to transform the old, creating more balance from within as we do this deep work and come to love ourselves more and more. This is the preparation our physical bodies need to go through, in order to hold the next level of Light.
A lot of "stuff" is being dredged up to be seen in the Light and to be transmuted on ever deepening levels. We can see it going on in the world, with the #metoo campaign, climate change, and more; no matter how powerful and overwhelming the system appears. It is only with actions like this, however uncomfortable, will we be able to create real shifts in our current paradigm, bringing in more balance to these distortions.. and there is a long way to go still, this is just the beginning of your evolution into self-mastery!
We have gone through an intense and challenging time of transformation this year. We as humans are not alone in this process. Gaia (or Gai'ha as I like to call it), has been undergoing its own process, shifting, burning, flooding and powerful hurricanes, to break up and transform old energies. Just like the planet, many have been going through having their lives re-arranged or have plunged into a "Dark Night of the Soul". All of this is "normal" for an intense period of transformation on the planet. Experiencing loss of friendships, loved ones, businesses, careers, having to move house, etc create shock, disbelief, imbalance, even grief or depression. You may find yourself in a very uncomfortable place when this happens, but it always happens for a reason ie: to create transformation in our lives and get us ready for the next phase!
We can take a leaf out of Gai'ha's book and go inward to examine what is your truth, what still serves and to transform all else. It has been an intense time of cleansing and transmutation. Others still, don't even realise they are tapping into the collective consciousness and experiencing a sense of depression, anxiety or even fear as if these were their own emotions. It's time to become aware and to understand when you are tapping into the collective and to differentiate it from your own emotional state. This requires taking responsibility for your own well being.
This has been my own personal experience as well. Back in May I felt like the Universe just picked me up and put me on a completely different track. I thought I knew where I was going and what I wanted to do, then it all changed, literally overnight! It took me a while to find my bearings and to just sit with it, to trust it, as I knew there had to be a reason for all of this change. Sifting through my emotions, sitting with a project that I thought was ready to go and finding that the time was just not right yet. For the last eight weeks I have been working on myself to discern what is mine and what belongs to the collective consciousness. It's taken courage and determination to get to the bottom of it all on my part, but I finally feel like I see the light at the end of the tunnel now. It's taught me so much about myself, I am humbled and grateful for everything that has come to the surface to be examined. I know I am not the same person I was back in May this year and for that I am also very grateful. There's a new sense of confidence, I can see where I'm going now that all that smoke has cleared and I feel excited about the future!
The good news is that for the rest of 2019 a new energy and a whole new array of possibilities are available to many! It's time to start asking yourself "What do I want to create next?". Moving forward in a more gentle and self-loving way, because this has been an intense period of energy and your physical body is going to be taking baby steps. Rest assured that you will feel more confident, you will have more energy and you will have a higher level of clarity as the next few months progress.
Keep in mind that balance in life is the key! We can no longer deny our own needs and desires while trying to be of service to others. It's time to take responsibility for yourself and your well-being, so that you can be the best version of yourself. Then you can give the best of yourself to others. Take the time to rest when you feel your energy levels are low. Do whatever it takes to reset, nourish and nurture yourself, after all it's been tough lately and this process has taken a lot more out of us than any of us realise.
You will need to be paying close attention to any changes your body will be requiring. Whether that's more sleep, changes in diet, some gentle exercise, drinking less alcohol, giving up smoking or just taking some time out of each day to sit quietly and give yourself some space... it can be as little as 10 minutes each day! Don't you deserve some time for yourself?
These are the new foundational stones of your next chapter, make it the best months of your life yet!
Maya Boston is a Light Language Channel and Activator, Gong Practitioner and Intuitive Coach. She is available for personal on-line consultations to assist with understanding of life events and purpose, expanding and maintaining higher states of conscious awareness.