Getting in touch with yourself is a journey all of its own. But the more you follow your intuition, the more aligned you are with who you truly are, the more you connect and are aware of your feelings, the more you will find yourself and your life flowing with the present moment with ease and grace.
Too often we are just not aware how powerful we can be, how beautiful we are or the depth of our wisdom. The further we journey into who we truly are, the more we get in touch with the wisdom of our soul, which in turn brings us greater freedom and expression of our true selves. Enlightenment is a journey paved with choices we make, it may not be an easy road to take, but it is the road that brings us the greatest rewards.
We all have a choice as to how we approach life, some are still learning about how to self-care and well being. Some are at the stage of trying something new, because they've realised there is more to life. Others still, are moving beyond the change they have initiated in their lives to unexpected paths as a result of the changes they have created. We are all constantly creating, whether we acknowledge that fact or not.
What ever stage of your journey you are at, it's about learning there are ever deepening levels to ourselves. The more we tune into ourselves, the more there is to find. Is there an end to our journey? No one can say, in my own humble opinion, I would say no, there is no end. We are limitless beings and the possibilities are endless.
You have probably been hearing this phrase for a long time, "the end to separation". But what does it mean? Well, this is how I see it!
It's not like there's you the physical you and then the non physical you, the higher self and then Spirit, Angels, Guides, etc and whatever other names you have given to all that. It's not like all of that is out there or up there. WE ARE ALL ONE!
All of that has always been there as part of you, but it's our perspective that makes us think these things are outside of us.
Are you ready to let go of your disbelief of who you truly are? We have always been whole and complete, we have always been healed, we have always been connected and limitless, it's just that we haven't perceived we are any of these. We bought into the illusion and we have forgotten that we are eternal. Your life is a reflection of the relationship with yourself!
I AM not calling anything to me or into me, I AM, has always been there, and always will be. Its just that our perception of ourselves has been limited. What is available now, is the invitation to actually begin to see yourself as you truly are, and to let go of what you believe yourself to be, based on your past experiences, and what you think is possible, that will allow you to move forward into an expanded, limitless, abundant future.
Your experience is just an experience, it's your belief about that experience, in that given moment, (ie: I am useless, I am ugly, I can't do that, I am not abundant, I am never lucky that way, etc) it's these beliefs that hold us back. Because it's these beliefs that keep us stuck, in the lack of abundance, stuck in that place that never allows us to catch a " lucky break", stuck in limitation. Our experiences are just a reflection of our relationship with ourselves in that moment. And what we have done is taken that belief and applied it to the whole of our life!
You cannot be stuck in limited thoughts and beliefs and expect to experience and create limitlessness. You cannot create abundance if you still believe you are never lucky, or that good things never happen to you. You cannot experience healing and wholeness when you hold onto the belief that you are broken. Instead of using your own power to heal yourself and believing that you ARE OK. You have been given a body that regenerates and rejuvenates itself! Your body is a marvel of biological engineering and you won't know what it is capable of if you don't try it! Have you ever heard of spontaneous remission?? Believe that!
It's a bit like when we were in primary school and we had beliefs about ourselves, about our teachers, parents, other adults, other children, our siblings or even that the bogey man was hiding under our beds. We don't still hold onto these old beliefs, we grew up and out of them because they no longer served us. All of the world was still there, full of potential and possibilities, it's jut that at that age we were not aware of the rest of the world. So here we are, graduating out of our "primary school" beliefs, as we start high school, a more mature outlook on what is actually within us.
What are you prepared to let go of, that will enable you to believe that you are limitless and to ask yourself "What else is possible?"
Being present with yourself, while you are processing the energies that have been arriving thick and fast over the last few years is one of the most important things you can do for yourself, to focus inward on your own personal healing. Are you acting from fear and anxiety? Many humans are feeling these emotions and unconsciously reacting to situations brought forward for healing. You may find the journey quite challenging during these times, as deeply buried issues rise to the surface to be resolved.
As you integrate these new energies into your physical body, you may experience confusion, vivid dreams, increased sensitivity, expanded heart energy leading to a greater need to nurture, and a general invitation for personal growth. You may wish to start a journal at this time, which can help with feelings of overwhelm.
Remember, the whole planet has access to these energies, so as the planet changes, you will too! Be kind to yourself as you go through these necessary changes. One day you may feel brilliant and the next you may not feel as though you are making much progress. It's a dance of two steps forward and one step back sometimes. And that is ok, go at your own pace. The world is healing slowly, one step at a time, and so are you. Things that no longer serve, are rising to the surface to be resolved. So self love and self nurturing are vital tools to help you move through this time, at a level that is for your highest good.
Let things go as they come to the surface, it is a time of renewal. If you are present in the now moment, then the old stories, patterns of behaviour and thinking serve no purpose any longer. You then begin to let go and leave behind the energy of karma and move into the energies of a New Human Consciousness.
We are all here together to help each other out because it's not about going it alone any more. We ARE one! Please be gentle with yourself...
Bringing forth the love that I am...
These last few months have really illuminated those dark corners and allowed things to come to the surface to be looked at. What is required now is some action. What are you going to do about it, now that you have seen these things exposed?
When we feel into this, we could see it as a crisis of the mind. But in reality we are being called to go deep within and just sit with it. It's a crisis of the Spirit rather than the mind. Reflection is required because there is no such thing as coincidence, there is always a reason, a bigger picture behind our challenges. And the only way we are going to get past this is to connect deeply within ourselves.
It takes a lot of courage to stop and go inward to examine what we need to transmute, what has been exposed with the light. But inward we must go, and if we try to avoid it, the Universe sends us ways to stop us in our tracks to make us look.
So set aside your distractions and give yourself the time to do some deep searching of the things that need to be transmuted into love and integrated.
The intense energies we are currently experiencing, seem to be bringing a lot of deeply buried emotions to the surface. As these are being cleared within us, so too changes are occurring around us in the structures of our society that no longer serve us. The key here is to stay centred as much as you possibly can and to bring about the changes within yourselves so that your life flows with these new energies.
Some relief is in sight! We have a comet passing through our neighbourhood on September 10 leaving a green trail of ice and rocky dust behind it. Earth will pass through this trail in October, giving us the beautiful Draconids Meteor shower! This cosmic event sends messages via Light Codes to the Magnetic Grid on Earth, which in tern translates this for the Crystalline Grid, which directly affects humans. This particular comet passes through this part of space once in 6.5 years and with it brings frequencies that resonate with the heart, transmuting all that we are not and leaving that which all of us here truly are, LOVE! This cosmic gift is supporting human evolution towards unconditional love, and these changes start with you!
As our consciousness is being expanded, and our physical bodies are flexing their multi-dimensional muscles (which haven't been flexed in millennia!) some may be experiencing more intense visions than usual, or maybe no visions at all (like snow on the tv screen), solutions to problems that had no solutions previously can now be seen, doors opening to unexpected opportunities on offer to us, healing in areas where we didn't even realise we needed healing, as the illusion of separation dissipates even more (read the fog is clearing!), we are asked to show courage and integrity to step forward.
Many are feeling these changes physically with symptoms such as needing more sleep, needing less sleep, sensations of excitement/anxiety/fear/anger pulsating through the body, headaches, the need to spend more time in nature, the need to do more physical exercise, etc.
Others are feeling very emotional, as if on a roller coaster ride. Some may have issues come back into their lives, issues they thought they had dealt with. I urge you to look at these only to see if there is anything else that you can learn from and then to transmute it.
Be gentle with yourself, practice self-love, don't set any harsh rules for yourself or unrealistic expectations, just allow each day to flow. One day you may feel the intensity within your body and the need to eat something specific, the next you may feel the intensity of your emotions and yet the next you may feel the need to do the physical exercise. Just allow it to unfold for you without setting any rules or judging yourself. This journey is different for everyone and requires us to step up our self-love!
This evolution of humanity is leading us to be more balanced, living positively with loving and compassionate relationships, starting with ourselves and rippling out to others. And so this reflects out into the macrocosm to change the world. Wouldn't you rather live in a more loving and compassionate world?
The changes start with you.
I wrote the August newsletter as I reached my retreat destination in Bali. Little did I know that in just a few days I would have such powerful revelations, but not in the way I thought it would be! As you may have heard, there were some strong earthquakes which hit Bali in the beginning of August. I am not used to the earth moving beneath my feet, in my life time I think there was only one earthquake that I can remember here in Western Australia and that was back when I was child, so you think I would be terrified. In fact, something so surreal and unexpected came over me, that opened me to see just how far I had come on my own personal journey.
It felt surreal because I felt an instant connection with Mother Gai'ha (Gaia) as the first earthquake hit. I felt the connection as the soles of my feet began to tingle, and a profound sense of peace came over me. I asked, "Am I safe?" and I found myself being bathed in a gentle, warm energy. I was a passenger in a convoy of cars at the time. I was looking out the window to see many people spilling out into the streets and onto the road. Our driver had to slow down to avoid hitting the crowds. I started to feel the panic and fear from them, but all that did was to open my heart more to send them love.
In the following days, I continually found myself telling people, "It's ok, we're safe". I was staying in a four storey building, on the second floor and on my last night there, before I was due to fly out the next morning, I woke just after midnight to my bed being gently rocked. Again, my feet began to tingle and I connected to Gai'ha, asking again "Am I safe?". Next I felt a warm and gentle "blanket" of energy being pulled over me, as if Gai'ha was tucking me into bed. I felt energy on my head, as it stroked my hair and as if pushing off gently from the shore, I began to drift back into sleep.
A few moments later I was woken by my phone alerting me to incoming messages. Other participants from the retreat checking in to see if I was safe. At that time I became aware of the voices in the hallway, people yelling, someone sobbing, people running down the stairs, the music from the nearby nightclub had stopped thumping and many paniced voices could be heard in the streets. Again I found myself sending messages of "we're ok, we're safe" in reply to the various txts from people who had already reached the lobby. It was surreal, I just don't have any other words for it. I hadn't moved out of bed yet! Again I felt my heart open and expand to send love to others in the lobby and out into the streets.
On the plane home, I heard many people talking about the fear and panic experienced, even sleeping fully clothed in case they had to make a dash out in the middle of the night. And all the while I am sitting in this amazingly peaceful, centred space, my energy field had expanded out further than what is 'normal' for me and I am holding a space of love for them.
I had never experienced myself like this before. I feel truly humbled to have opened up like this and to have had the opportunity to be of service to others in this way. Somehow I have always known that this state of being was possible, I just never thought I could attain it. It has given me a new sense of who I am, a confidence I have not had until now. You just don't know what life will bring next... I say "Surprise me!."
With deepest gratitude to you for being part of my journey. Maya xoxo
Maya Boston is a Light Language Channel, Gong Practitioner and Intuitive Coach. She is available for personal on-line consultations to assist with connection to higher-self, understanding of life events and purpose, expanding and maintaining higher states of conscious awareness.