As we approach the end of the year, we may be feeling like we are grounding the higher vibrations and Light Codes that have been coming in, at increasing intensity, over the last few months and culminating now for the 11:11 Light Portal, which is a powerful gateway.
Many have been experiencing the dredging up of lower frequency emotions and events from the past, so that these may be held up to the Light and integrated with Love. This clearing of the lower frequencies allows our physical bodies to hold more Light at a cellular level. We are literally restructuring and integrating our Spiritual aspects with our Physical aspect beyond that which we have ever been... Heaven on Earth, Balancing Masculine and Feminine aspects of each individual on the planet.
These changes are coming in rapidly, and they may feel uncomfortable. Each individual is experiencing them in their own way, but we are asked to focus inward rather than react to the drama going on around us. As we all undergo these rapid changes, we may experience a disconnect with our internal guidance systems (among other more physical symptoms), and even a loss of direction. This is all normal as we go through this current upgrade, the body is seeking to re-establish a connection on a higher level of understanding and awareness.
You may also have noticed changes in your personality and behaviour patterns, as you move away from all that was not really you and closer to who you really are. As we move towards the 11:11 Gateway, we will all begin to feel a sense of renewal as these balancing energies manifest into your life. If you feel you are ready, this time is a great opportunity to open yourself fully to allow a merger with Higher and Lower aspects and to leave the "shadow" to dissipate in the Light of a new dawn.
For those who feel they are not quite there yet, it is a time of deep introspection around your current life. Nothing is written in stone, you have CHOICE! Ask yourself what am I finished with in my life? Write it down if you have to, to enable you to make a conscious choice and then do the actions that will take you into this new space. Take this opportunity to change those things about your life that you don't like and make it a life that you love. It is an intense time of transformation, both for individuals and the collective, so practice your self-love more than ever. The kinder you are to yourself, the more so you will be towards others.
Others still, may be finding they are coming into contact with people and opportunities that seem synchronistic. There is a definite feeling of joy, connectedness and a greater flow in life. These connections and synchronicities bring about some positive collaborations that are for the higher good of the collective as well as the individuals involved. Heartfelt connection is what this planet is moving towards, it allows for more compassion towards each other, as well as Gai'ha Mother itself.
This is a time of balancing energies within, our masculine/feminine, giving/receiving habits, nurturing/lack beliefs... it's all up in the air and plays out differently for everyone. The main reason for this is because the Divine Feminine energy on the planet is slowly, but surely rising. Have you heard her voice speaking out lately? The various cultures around the world are mostly masculine orientated, and the Divine Masculine cannot move forward until he acknowledges, honours and balances with the Divine Feminine. We ALL have these energies within, regardless of gender and orientation. We are all human, we are all ONE!
Open your heart to celebrate, as together we all move through this powerful gateway. Take time to go deep into meditation and consciously choose to expand your Light. You are a Being of Light remembering your Divinity. Light is where you come from, it is what you are made from, you cannot be anything less... you just need to remember who you truly are!
Whis is an unprecedented time of change in human history where we have been experiencing change at such a dizzying pace. It feels like there is a new energy or for some it may be showing up as a sense of calm after the storm. Which ever way this is showing up for you, it is time to take a break and to catch your breath.
Really honour yourself and take time to reflect as you take stock of where you are and who you have become as a result of these changes. I have had many contact me to find out what is going on, as unexpected grief had become part of their journey recently. These changes are massive, so really take the time to self-love and honour where you are now. Allow the process, honour it and don't forget your body needs time to integrate these changes too, your nervous system needs time to recover from the over stimulating events of recent times.
We all agreed to these changes in our lives, before we came into this life and now that we are here, it's time to love yourself more. It will take time to integrate these changes and for them to become apparent in your behaviour, but for the most part, keep them internal until you are ready to shine your bright, new, shiny self into the world. My guidance tells me that this is for the most part, an uncomfortable process for many, but a necessary one.
We are ALL getting an upgrade... it's unavoidable! A wave of transformational energy has arrived on the planet and everyone is being asked to step up, to shift out of old beliefs and behaviours faster than ever. What is creating irritation in your life? Just remember what an oyster does with an irritation... it creates a pearl with it!! Can you feel grateful for your past experiences because they have helped you become who you are today?
These changes bring in a better balance into our lives, bringing our soul's mission closer, calling us forward to something bigger than we could have ever imagined. We started this year knowing full well that there would be some massive changes ahead, and has it ever taken us on a ride that we could never have imagined! We will continue to transform the old, creating more balance from within as we do this deep work and come to love ourselves more and more. This is the preparation our physical bodies need to go through, in order to hold the next level of Light.
A lot of "stuff" is being dredged up to be seen in the Light and to be transmuted on ever deepening levels. We can see it going on in the world, with the #metoo campaign, climate change, and more; no matter how powerful and overwhelming the system appears. It is only with actions like this, however uncomfortable, will we be able to create real shifts in our current paradigm, bringing in more balance to these distortions.. and there is a long way to go still, this is just the beginning of your evolution into self-mastery!
We have gone through an intense and challenging time of transformation this year. We as humans are not alone in this process. Gaia (or Gai'ha as I like to call it), has been undergoing its own process, shifting, burning, flooding and powerful hurricanes, to break up and transform old energies. Just like the planet, many have been going through having their lives re-arranged or have plunged into a "Dark Night of the Soul". All of this is "normal" for an intense period of transformation on the planet. Experiencing loss of friendships, loved ones, businesses, careers, having to move house, etc create shock, disbelief, imbalance, even grief or depression. You may find yourself in a very uncomfortable place when this happens, but it always happens for a reason ie: to create transformation in our lives and get us ready for the next phase!
We can take a leaf out of Gai'ha's book and go inward to examine what is your truth, what still serves and to transform all else. It has been an intense time of cleansing and transmutation. Others still, don't even realise they are tapping into the collective consciousness and experiencing a sense of depression, anxiety or even fear as if these were their own emotions. It's time to become aware and to understand when you are tapping into the collective and to differentiate it from your own emotional state. This requires taking responsibility for your own well being.
This has been my own personal experience as well. Back in May I felt like the Universe just picked me up and put me on a completely different track. I thought I knew where I was going and what I wanted to do, then it all changed, literally overnight! It took me a while to find my bearings and to just sit with it, to trust it, as I knew there had to be a reason for all of this change. Sifting through my emotions, sitting with a project that I thought was ready to go and finding that the time was just not right yet. For the last eight weeks I have been working on myself to discern what is mine and what belongs to the collective consciousness. It's taken courage and determination to get to the bottom of it all on my part, but I finally feel like I see the light at the end of the tunnel now. It's taught me so much about myself, I am humbled and grateful for everything that has come to the surface to be examined. I know I am not the same person I was back in May this year and for that I am also very grateful. There's a new sense of confidence, I can see where I'm going now that all that smoke has cleared and I feel excited about the future!
The good news is that for the rest of 2019 a new energy and a whole new array of possibilities are available to many! It's time to start asking yourself "What do I want to create next?". Moving forward in a more gentle and self-loving way, because this has been an intense period of energy and your physical body is going to be taking baby steps. Rest assured that you will feel more confident, you will have more energy and you will have a higher level of clarity as the next few months progress.
Keep in mind that balance in life is the key! We can no longer deny our own needs and desires while trying to be of service to others. It's time to take responsibility for yourself and your well-being, so that you can be the best version of yourself. Then you can give the best of yourself to others. Take the time to rest when you feel your energy levels are low. Do whatever it takes to reset, nourish and nurture yourself, after all it's been tough lately and this process has taken a lot more out of us than any of us realise.
You will need to be paying close attention to any changes your body will be requiring. Whether that's more sleep, changes in diet, some gentle exercise, drinking less alcohol, giving up smoking or just taking some time out of each day to sit quietly and give yourself some space... it can be as little as 10 minutes each day! Don't you deserve some time for yourself?
These are the new foundational stones of your next chapter, make it the best months of your life yet!
Life is about constant change, transformation and continually expanding your vision of what is possible when you listen to your intuition. It requires courage as you meet your challenges, on this path of Ascension, that we as a collective have agreed to embark on.
You are exactly where you are meant to be, experiencing the things that have been hand picked by your Higher Self, which will enable you to learn, grow, move forward in your life story. A story of healing, courage, dignity, wisdom and sovereignty.
When the light is illuminating our most urgent issues, we can get the most profound insights. During these challenging times, we are asked to open up to the understanding of how to create our own reality. Any feelings of resistance, inflexibility,righteousness, feelings of separateness/disengaged or detached is going to undergo a massive transformation!
In the mix, we have begun to align with cosmic energies, which has begun to awaken some dormant DNA strands to unlock the next stage of our human evolution. This means that once more there is an intensity in the energies and with that it brings changes to our cellular structure. Which in turn can bring up physical symptoms as feedback that these changes are truly happening as our physical form is once again stretched during this process.
This paves the way for increased spiritual growth and expanding ways of perceiving your environment, to align you with more of who you truly are. These changes make us aware of our responsibilities, like staying focused, being kind to ourselves, honouring your feelings and loving what comes up for you. The chaff will begin to separate from the wheat so to speak, and you will begin to see what is your truth and what is the illusion you are hanging onto. You will begin to see the threads that connect you to others, that your choices and decisions affect everyone and that we have a global responsibility to this reality.
How does this translate into everyday life?
- Firstly, your body is undergoing a tremendous recalibration, support it by eating good, wholesome food, drink plenty of water, get lots of rest and give yourself some space where you can reflect.
- What is yearning to be let go? Love what comes up for you, even if it's not your best side, to integrate it there can be no resistance, just love.
- The more you implement positive thoughts and emotions into your day to replace those negative thoughts that are nothing more than old habits, they are not you, the more you can expect the most benevolent outcome to the challenges that arise in life.
These strong energies will take us through into 2020 and it is really important to focus on how you take care of yourself (read self-love). The more you self-love, the more you will be in the flow and the easier (and faster) you will see your dreams falling into place to create the reality you've always wanted.
As you move forward in your evolution, so does your body in its own evolution, moving from the 3D glucose dependant cellular structure to a 5D structure, one that is crystalline in nature and holds higher levels of Light. We are in times of rapid and advanced molecular and DNA changes, activating increased re-coding and re-structuring of every molecule of physical matter on this planet.
We are living in unprecedented times where things are moving so fast, these energies are really shaking up our old belief patterns and taking us through emotions and thoughts at a pace that can easily leave us feeling exhausted and overwhelmed. This pace is not about to slow down for us, signalling a time when we really need to look after ourselves, to carve out time for ourselves to find balance, to find space to breathe. This is an important practise to implement now, as the onslaught of speed will continue over the next few months leading into 2020 and if you don't self-care/self-love, you may find yourself falling in a heap.
As old beliefs fall by the wayside, we are being given opportunities to create more authentic versions of ourselves. But what does that look like for you?
What does it mean to live authentically? It means trusting yourself enough to live your life according to what suits you best, regardless of what society says. Don't get me wrong, it sounds easy enough, but it can be a challenging path! The illusion we have been set, leads us to believe that things should remain the same and be stable. Everything, the world around us, in nature, our beloved planet, even our own bodies, are dynamic systems, always shifting and changing. And now is a great time to begin to trust yourself, to speak your truth and to create a life that is aligned with your innate wisdom and the Universal Light.
Take some time out to get clear on what changes you can create in your life that will allow you to live closer to your truth each and every day. With so many changes happening at once, fear can drive our decisions. Giving yourself time to breathe, will give you the space to be honest with yourself. If a situation, project, person is not in alignment with your purpose, it will be obvious and you will not see things flow. Trust this sign from the Universe and ask for the most benevolent outcome... this or something better.
More and more we will see balance in our world. Have you seen any changes lately? Have you seen leaders of countries coming together when there didn't seem like there ever would be a resolution to these long standing issues? Have you seen people coming together as one voice for unity and oneness? So too, look for the balance inside of you, if there is struggle and your body doesn't feel good about it, then trust this, that you need to take a fresh look at the situation from a more balanced perspective. Ask yourself, is this still for you or has the moment passed? Let go and trust that things will fall into place... you don't need to know the details... just ask the Universe for the most benevolent outcome. When you step back and trust, you let go of your fears!
Take the time for yourself.... because you are worth it!!
We are witnessing the structures of the past begin to crumble and we stand on the threshold... the dawn of a new age where all the old prophesies have fallen away unfulfilled.
If you found 2019 challenging, be prepared for more changes in 2020. We have entered a different energy beginning in September now, an energy that is already preparing us for the massive year that 2020 will be.
There is an air of unsettledness, rumblings of change as we enter a new world where the old constraints of time no longer apply. Days meld into weeks, weeks into months and some how that doesn't matter. We will also witness the constraints of the old paradigm, the old world systems of finance, government, big pharma, religion, corporations begin to shift.
Things that irritated you in the past, no longer do, but you find other new things become the subject of your irritations. Your sleeping patterns, food cravings, aches and pains are all shifting, you feel different in your body. Memories are fading and you find you are living with a new kind of you.
All is as it should be, do not fear these changes, they are all necessary as you, your body, thoughts, feelings are adjusting to the new energies that are becoming available to us now.
We are entering new territory. Allow the changes, do not resist them! Go with the flow, the more you resist, the more you will struggle against the tide of change. Be gentle with yourself and others for we are all feeling this transition in different ways. If there was one single thing that you could do for yourself now, that you haven't done before. Dissolve and integrate all the old fears and begin to let love in. It feels warm and soft and safe. A knowing that no matter what happens as you stand in the midst of chaos, you are safe. You begin to feel a sense of well being, the clouds clear from the sky to reveal rays of joy and miracles in your life.
Even our ancestors have a different message for us now. They are saying we need to forget the old traditions and ways of doing things, this is a new time for humanity. Things work differently now and more than ever we need to find the courage to step into our maturity as Spiritual Beings and create new traditions and new ways that work in this New Earth Energy, in the Golden Age of humanity.
If you have been asking "now what" or you feel a new deep searching within you, you are beginning to sense this is a time for change. Trust yourself and allow your intuition to guide you. Do not fear the unknown, boldly step out into the world and shine your light! It is time to plant the seeds for a new and better world!
We have been receiving an influx of energies of late, that are unprecedented in the current history of humanity on this planet. The result of this is that there is a major de-construction of an energy field around our beloved planet, that had been placed there for thousands of years. This field has been dismantled and we are now beginning to receive the first of many "quantum jumps".
The old field literally created distortions in our frequencies, in coming and out going, which gave a skewed perspective to everything. Now that it is gone, we are receiving a clearer frequency that will allow us to "see" others (and ourselves) in a new way. We will not only be able to see with our eyes, but also with our hearts.
The old construct of "competition" (read survival of the fittest) was an illusion and it's being replaced with "acceptance". The need to comply, criticise and compete is dissipating, to be replaced with compassion, tolerance, acceptance and understanding. But first the physical body needs to re-calibrate to be able to hold these higher frequencies, I myself have not been exempt from this physical re-calibration and it can occur in many different ways, everything from some form of "illness", loss of friends and family connections as you move into your truer timeline, lack of sleep, lack of interest in things that once interested you, loss of time, loss of appetite, changes in diet... well, there are as many ways as there are humans! This is a necessary part of the process because we can't hold onto lower frequency energies and move into higher frequencies at the same time... something must give to make way for the new.
These energy waves if you like, is asking us to address the most important relationship in our lives, with ourselves of course. When you allow yourself to be free from worries and doubts about what others think, then you can become the best version of yourself, the true YOU! When you achieve this, you can see others in their truth and they will be able to see you also.
Learning to embrace life as an ebb and flow of energy, sometimes you get sunny days and sometimes you get rainy days, is the key. Just observing yourself, being present to each moment, being aware of your emotions and seeing them as a flow or ebb of new experiences.
Let go of expectations of yourself and others, set your intention instead for the most benevolent outcome and then trust what manifests... it all has a purpose! It is not separate from you, you are part of everything! Literally send Light to those who feel they need to dominate you, control you, have the last word every time. When you make a choice to release these toxic situations and people in your life, you make a choice to move beyond these distressing situations and into the flow of Love. Your life will change dramatically, in the old paradigm it was called "magic", but really you are choosing to moving into enlightenment, your Mastery, your Ascension!
Creating joy in your life comes naturally to some, whereas others are finding it challenging. Joy brings with it an energy that feeds the soul and when we bring joy to others, we are creating joy for them and we are bringing Light energy to them as well. I'm not saying we have to be joyful each and every day, as we are human after all and we have good days and days that are challenging. Being present and expressing your gratitude helps bring about joy, by opening your heart to see the positive things in your life.
Setting time aside for yourself is an important practice to give yourself the time and space to replenish, to centre and become present with your own being. As we move further into these new Earth energies, our goal is to become clear and free from the things that held us back in the past. This is a process everyone on the planet is going through. Each new wave of Light energy brings new upgrades if we are willing to improve ourselves and increase our own awareness. If you are not in a good space, then chances are that you will not be able to give to others. You may also be missing out on the synchronicities that the Universe is sending you. Those small and quiet messages that give you hints about the next step to take. We are all connected, it's time to step into the drivers seat and take control of the direction of your life.
Step into the master of your life and begin to create new ideas, realise long held dreams and embark on new adventures! You are supported in so many different ways, it can take your breath away! What makes you happy, what have you been dreaming about, what brings you joy? Open your heart to the joy of creating! Yes it takes courage, but you have the power to create the life you have always deserved!
In the aftermath of intense energies, some will find it easier to begin an internal process of re-assessment (What is important to you now?), while others will want to go back to an abandoned project, like taking better care of their health, for example. Whatever comes up for you during or after an influx of higher frequency energies on the planet, it's a change in the way you perceive yourself and what your purpose is. When I say "purpose", it's more of an upgrade of your purpose which can only be achieved by taking some quiet time to review and renew.
This process to review, mature and then create new things in our lives, will allow us to decide whether these things (projects, relationships, responsibilities, etc.) are to continue or perhaps we are done with them. This review can bring an alignment with our authentic path, which in turn will take some to their greatest accomplishments. This path is not always smooth and even, some may be pushed to their limits.
Some may experience a sadness or even grief, because the old self is changing and something new is beginning to emerge. It can even come up as a sense of hopelessness or a feeling of being lost. For those who experience these emotions, there may be a feeling like something needs to be done about it, to be fixed in some way. But this is natural, as the old ways are left behind and the new are slowly coming to take their place, an in-between time may be experienced. Sit with these emotions, don't try to distract yourself. Allow yourself to feel these things. When the time is right, you wont feel like this and the new path will have opened up for you.
There can be no life without death and sometimes sheer determination and faith can bring our deepest desires to fruition. Taking a deep breath in the midst of the chaos, and taking some quiet time for yourself, will allow you to see clearly the path ahead.
Are you looking after yourself on all levels? We all know to eat and drink plenty of water on a daily basis, but beyond these survival needs, what else do you need in your life? Often, during these times of intense transformation, we can be triggered to bring up deeply buried emotions to the surface, to be transmuted into the Light.
It's a very intense and challenging time for everyone, regardless of where you are on your journey. If you are not taking care of yourself, you may be heading for burnout and fatigue.
Some days you may feel like you need to go within (just like a caterpillar weaves its cocoon around itself!). Our bodies and minds are changing on levels we can't even begin to imagine! It's like a Spring clean and your mental, emotional, physical and spiritual levels are all going to be affected. So be gentle with yourself, be accepting that this IS what is happening (to everyone), that everything is changing. If you feel that you are fighting the changes, you may end up getting stuck as you are trying to hold on to the old stuff. You may feel like you are mourning, or feeling depressed for the way things used to be, but the key is to allow your emotions.
Don't watch the closing door behind you longingly, rather see a new door opening before you and express your gratitude for the changes in your life. This is a profound moment in our history to deeply transform old patterns of thought and behaviour, old wounds and to move forward. A newer version of you is being created, and creativity is the key now. How and what are you creating? What do you want to create? Express your creativity in any way you feel drawn to! This will allow you to connect with your purpose and stay in your heart throughout this very intense time. See it for the gift that it is and embrace it, as it gives you an opportunity to re-evaluate your life, as well as to take responsibility for your life, to create the changes! These changes are about creating a more authentic you and bringing you into alignment with your beliefs and true purpose.
All difficult changes in our lives lead to liberation and a lightness of being. Your journey is your own, connect to your heart, stay centred, breathe and allow the shifts that are occurring for you!
Maya Boston is a Light Language Channel and Activator, Gong Practitioner and Intuitive Coach. She is available for personal on-line consultations to assist with understanding of life events and purpose, expanding and maintaining higher states of conscious awareness.